who am i? July 18, 2008

i know that i am the one that have to choose my own future.

there is someone didn”t believe that i have chosen what’s best.
she complained about my decision,
she can’t even thought why did i chose that, she said.

i know what i have to do.
i know what i am going to do.
i know, i can describe, and i ain’t gonna let anyone tell me not to be it.
geez, what’s wrong with myself?
i even haven’t made any mistake. don’t let me down just because of my choice!

i am someone. and i am the one that prove to everyone that i can be someone in the world.
i am what i want me to be.
i am me.

(sorry i look very angry or something, but honestly yeah i was pissed off.)

song of the day :D July 16, 2008

this is my song of the day.

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

every word from this song, make me think of him. oh God. why am i so melancholic :p

i’m still trying. July 16, 2008

hi all. i’m delightful that i can blogging now on wordpress! well yah, nothing special with it, and everybody was starting their own blog at wordpress, but for me, wordpress is quite strange and unfamiliar.

so i hope this blog can be good blog as my blog on blogspot! haa.

but if not, yeah, well, i’m still trying, right.

see ya on the next post!